I don't think I'm the best thing on earth my dear. If you knew anything about me you'd know I don't have an ego at all. And the people who know me, actually know me - not who I was in highschool - not who I was 10 years ago - not what they heard from a friend of a friend of an ex....those who Actually know - yes, They know the truth. Which I can tell you love, that you do not.
This conversation ended some time ago - so as far as I'm concerned, I am done. But you can continue to drone on as you have if it makes you feel better - because I know sometimes people need to vent. And why people feel I'm a good source to release hostility - I have no idea. I guess in a sense I find it flattering though. Better to take it out on someone who doesn't give a damn than on someone you actually care about, right?
I don't have a rock, but I do have a "cave" - a quite lovely one at that. And soon a good friend of mine will be joining me here with the others that already have and we'll continue on as we always have - undisturbed - uninterrupted. The faces behind the rest of the world.
Just as well, my charming companion and I bid you farewell and wish you the best of weddings. I hope you'll someday find the serenity that he and I, and the others, already have.